Dear Aaron Page 28
I was worried. What happened?
Don’t worry about it. Thank you. I don’t make a big deal about it.
-Aaron
From: [email protected]
Date: January 25, 2009 1:05 a.m.
Subject: Dying a Little
A cold turned into bronchitis then pneumonia. I know I’ll live, but it doesn’t feel like it. Feels like I died and somebody did a Buffy and pulled me back from the dead but only halfway.
Really sorry for scaring you. I’ve been too sick to do anything and my phone busting didn’t help. Finally got my sister to go buy me a new one.
Missed our e-mails. Hope you’re okay.
-R
P.S. ^^ Buffy from Buffy the Vampire Slayer
From: [email protected]
Date: January 27, 2009 2:22 p.m.
Subject: Not allowed
Ruby,
I’ve missed hearing from you too. I thought I did something to make you not want to write anymore.
How do you get bronchitis and pneumonia? Did you go to the doctor?
Hang in there. Sorry you’re feeling so bad.
-A
P.S. I know who Buffy is. I watched it a few times. She was hot.
From: [email protected]
Date: January 27, 2009 5:55 p.m.
Subject: RE: Not allowed
A,
You didn’t do anything wrong. Even typing this exhausts me. I’m so weak. Lost fifteen pounds. Everything hurts.
Don’t know what got me sick, but I waited too long to go to the doctor. My whole family was worried I would die in my sleep.
Are you okay?
-Ruby
P.S. She was hot.
From: [email protected]
Date: January 28, 2009 12:18 p.m.
Subject: RE: RE: Not allowed
Ruby,
How do you lose 15 pounds in a month? That’s a lot of weight. You’re not helping me worry about you any less with your “they were all worried I would die in my sleep” BS.
I’m fine. Same old crap as usual. I’m too busy wondering how you’re doing. Can’t you die from pneumonia?
Eat chicken noodle soup and drink a lot of water.
-Aaron
From: [email protected]
Date: January 28, 2009 3:28 p.m.
Subject: RE: RE: RE: Not allowed
My brother the marine has been calling me Skeletor. You know how some people say they could afford to lose ten pounds? I could’ve done maybe ten. Not fifteen. The scariest part is I’m not hungry. I’m always hungry.
I told you my family is overprotective. They’re all worry warts. Any time I get sick, they all try to stand vigil. They were trying to get me to wear a mask… in my room.
You can die from pneumonia if you’re older or don’t get treatment. Don’t worry. I’m taking my medicine and trying everything everyone is telling me to do to boost my immune system. It just feels like I’m starting at -100 now. Got out of breath going downstairs. I’ve been brushing my teeth sitting down. Pathetic.
My brother’s boyfriend has brought over chicken noodle soup twice. Organic everything. No wonder I love him.
How’s Ax?
Aren’t you going on leave soon?
-R
From: [email protected]
Date: January 31, 2009 12:01 p.m.
Subject: EAT
Ruby,
Your brother calling you Skeletor isn’t helping any. You eating now?
Wear a mask in your room? Really? Are they like that with everyone or just you?
Is there anything I can do?
Ax is fine. I’m sending you a pic. She looks like a new dog. She slept with me last night.
I’m supposed to be leaving next week, but I’m not holding my breath. I won’t believe it until I’m on the transport. I’ve got this feeling… We’ll see.
-Aaron
P.S. Eat something.
P.P.S Eat a lot of something… anything.
From: [email protected]
Date: January 31, 2009 4:05 p.m.
Subject: Not Hungry
My appetite isn’t totally back but it’s getting there. I had toast twice today. I’d step on a scale, but I don’t want to. Please don’t worry about me. I’ll be okay.
Yes, wear a mask, lol. No, they’re only like that with me. It makes me feel special sometimes… at least not when it drives me crazy. I had to take medicine for a while. I had surgery a few years ago and that just made them more watchful and worrisome. I’m fine, but… I can’t cough without one of them freaking out. I’m not complaining, I swear. I’m lucky they love me and care.