“I don’t believe in miracles.” He paused, then added, “You’re definitely flesh and blood, and I’m also willing to bet that you’re no angel.”

She hadn’t expected an answer to her rhetorical question. She certainly hadn’t expected his answer to feel like he’d lightly scratched her just below her belly button. Because of the dark sunglasses, she couldn’t read in his eyes whether or not he’d meant the remark to be suggestive. She was probably better off not knowing.

He continued. “It didn’t irk you when imposters came forward, claiming to be you?”

“Amused more than irked.”

“Amused, because you knew they’d have their fifteen minutes and then be debunked. They couldn’t prove their claim. You can.”

She touched the spot beneath her eye. “It’s irrefutable.”

“I should buy stock in magnifying glasses. Once you make the big reveal, there’s sure to be a run on them.”

“Oh, so we’ve circled back to what I hope to achieve.”

“Fame and fortune would be my guess.”

“Well, you’d be wrong.”

“You don’t expect to benefit?”

“Naturally I’ll benefit.”

“No shit.”

“But that’s not the only reason I’m going public.”

“Then enlighten me.”

“I want to thank the man who saved my life,” she said with heat. “Don’t you believe The Major is due my gratitude?”

“Past due. So what’s taken you so long? Oh, wait, I know. You’ve been waiting on the twenty-fifth anniversary for the big ta-da.”

“No, I’ve been waiting till my father died.”

Whatever he’d been about to say, he bit back. He looked aside for several seconds, then removed his sunglasses and flicked a glance at her. “Recently?”

“Eight months ago.”

He didn’t voice regret, but she saw it in his expression.

“It was a blessing,” she said. “He had suffered for a long time and had no quality of life.”

Trapper settled his gaze on her, a question in it.

“Shall I back up and start at the beginning?” she asked.

“The day of the bombing?”

“Do you want to hear it?”

“Yes.”

“Are you going to continue making snide editorial comments?”

“I’ll ration them.” When she gave him a reproving look, he added softly, “I’m kidding.”

“You’re so good at sarcasm, it’s hard to tell.”

“I want to hear your story.”

She took a deep breath and began. “It was a couple of weeks past my fifth birthday. We lived in Kansas City. Daddy had to be in Dallas for a business seminar. Mom and I came along so they could take me to Six Flags as a belated birthday present.

“Staying in the hotel was an adventure in itself. I’d never had room service before. Mom let me order our breakfast. After we’d eaten, we all rode down the elevator together. Daddy kissed us goodbye and got off on the mezzanine level for his meeting. Mom had planned a shopping trip for the two of us. She and I got off on the ground floor. I was skipping across the lobby toward the entrance when the bombs went off. The doorman was smiling at me, about to say something. I saw him just … disappear.”

Trapper turned his head away and looked through the windshield as he ran his hand over his mouth and chin. “Ten-forty-two. The first of them, ten-forty-two thirty-three to be exact.”

“How do you know that?”

“Because every ATF agent studies the Pegasus Hotel bombing. It’s textbook. All together there were six bombs, set to detonate simultaneously, but they staggered by several seconds.”

“It was like one huge blast to me.”

“What do you remember most clearly?”

“The fear. I couldn’t hear anything. I was unable to see for the smoke and dust. I couldn’t breathe without choking. I was screaming for my mother but couldn’t find her. Things were falling all around me. Crashing. I was too young to be afraid of death. The terror of being lost is my most vivid memory.”

“For a kid, that makes sense.”

“My mother was alive when firemen found her, but her chest had been crushed. She had extensive internal injuries and died in the hospital within an hour. My father survived, but his head and spinal injuries were so severe, he was paralyzed from the neck down. He lived hooked up to a respirator in a permanent care facility for the rest of his life.”

“Jesus.” Trapper looked away again before coming back to her. “None of the casualties were named Bailey.”

“Elizabeth and James Cunningham.”

“So how’d you wind up with a different name?”

“My injuries were comparatively minor, but I spent two nights in the hospital. Daddy was in ICU and on life support, so I was released from the hospital into the care of my aunt, my mother’s sister, and her husband, who’d been notified as next of kin and had flown to Dallas immediately.

“I’ve been told that there was a frenzy, especially among the press, to identify the little girl in the photo, which had already been reproduced by every news agency in the world.

“My aunt and uncle foresaw additional trauma for me if my identity became known, so they insisted to the hospital staff and the authorities that my name not be released. They wanted to protect me from the onslaught of media attention that The Major, you, and your mother were already being subjected to.

“My aunt whisked me off to Virginia, where they lived. For months after, my uncle commuted back and forth, overseeing Daddy’s care here in Dallas until he could be relocated to a place near their home.

“My uncle settled my family’s affairs in Kansas City, sold everything to help offset the expense of Daddy’s care. There was a memorial service held for my mother, but Daddy wasn’t well enough to attend. Because of his infirmity, and predictably short life span, he urged my aunt and uncle to legally adopt me and change my name to theirs. They had no other children. They reared me as their own.”

“What was going on inside your head?”

“What do you mean?”

“Were you messed up by all the upheaval?”

“I was too young to fully grasp the magnitude of the tragedy.

All I knew was that we’d been through something terrible. Mommy had gone to heaven and Daddy was very sick, and we didn’t live in our house any more. In Kansas I’d had a pet parakeet. I never knew what became of it. I missed my swing set until my uncle installed one for me in their backyard.

“Basically, I was a happy, normal child. But whenever I was taken to visit Daddy, he would sob inconsolably. Nothing unsettles a child more than seeing an adult cry. That was the worst of it. And the nightmares.”

“You had nightmares?”

“Yes. They subsided over time, but early on they were horrible, harsh reminders of the bombing, although I didn’t know to attach that word to it. I dreamed about smoke and choking and seeing blood. My mother was there, saying my name over and over. I would wake up screaming, telling my aunt and uncle that they were wrong, that she hadn’t died. She was alive. I could see her, hear her, feel her reaching for me and tightly squeezing my hand until …”

Trapper remained silent and still.

She swallowed. “Until her hand let go of mine. She used it to wave at a man running past us. She was crying, yelling at him to stop. Please. Help. He stopped and picked me up.”

“The Major.”

“I remember being hysterical. Fighting him. Trying to get back to my mother. I remember him clutching me against his chest and telling me that everything would be all right.”

“That was a lie, though, wasn’t it?”

“Yes, but he lied out of kindness.”

Trapper didn’t say anything for a moment, then asked her when she had put two and two together. “When did you realize that your nightmare was actually a memory of the ‘something terrible’?”

“Not for years.”

He gave her a sharp look.