Pretty Reckless Page 1

Author: L.J. Shen

Series: All Saints High #1

Genres: Romance , New Adult

To first loves and to famous last words

 

And to Sarah Grim Sentz, who fell in love with Penn and Daria before they had the chance to fall with each other, and Ariadna Basulto, the real California Girl.

 

 

We were supposed to be best friends

But turned out to be worst enemies…

 

 

They say revenge is a dish best served cold.

 

I’d had four years to stew on what Daria Followhill did to me, and now my heart was completely iced.

 

I took her first kiss.

 

She took the only thing I loved.

 

I was poor.

 

She was rich.

 

The good thing about circumstances? They can change. Fast.

 

Now, I’m her parents’ latest shiny project.

 

Her housemate. Her tormentor. The captain of the rival football team she hates so much.

 

Yeah, baby girl, say it—I’m your foster brother.

 

There’s a price to pay for ruining the only good thing in my life, and she’s about to shell out some serious tears.

 

Daria Followhill thinks she is THE queen. I’m about to prove to her that she’s nothing but a spoiled princess.

 

 

Everyone loves a good old unapologetic punk.

 

But being a bitch? Oh, you get slammed for every snarky comment, cynical eye roll, and foot you put in your adversaries’ way.

 

The thing about stiletto heels is that they make a hell of a dent when you walk all over the people who try to hurt you.

 

In Penn Scully’s case, I pierced his heart until he bled out, then left it in a trash can on a bright summer day.

 

Four years ago, he asked me to save all my firsts for him.

 

Now he lives across the hall, and I want nothing more than to be his last everything.

 

His parting words when he gave me his heart were that nothing in this world is free.

 

Now? Now he is making me pay.

 

 

“I feel like I’m drowning”—Two Feet

 

 

“Too Young”—Zeds Dead

“Cute Without the ‘E’”—Taking Back Sunday

“Who Knew”—Pink

“Solo Amigos”—Maniako

“Right Above it”—Lil Wayne

“Killing in the Name”—Rage Against the Machine

“If You’re Feeling Sinister”—Belle and Sebastian

“Tainted Love”—Soft Cell

 

 

It started with a lemonade

And ended with my heart

This, my pretty reckless rival, is how our screwed-up story starts

 

Age Fourteen.

 

 

The tiles under my feet shake as a herd of ballerinas blazes past me, their feet pounding like artillery in the distance.

Brown hair. Black hair. Straight hair. Red hair. Curly hair. They blur into a rainbow of trims and scrunchies. My eyes are searching for the blond head I’d like to bash against the well-worn floor.

Feel free not to be here today, Queen Bitch.

I stand frozen on the threshold of my mother’s ballet studio, my pale pink leotard sticking to my ribs. My white duffel bag dangles from my shoulder. My tight bun makes my scalp burn. Whenever I let my hair down, my golden locks fall off in chunks on the bathroom floor. I tell Mom it’s from messing with my hair too much, but that’s BS. And if she gave a damn—really gave one, not just pretended to—she’d know this, too.

I wiggle my banged-up toes in my pointe shoes, swallowing the ball of anxiety in my throat. Via isn’t here. Thank you, Marx.

Girls torpedo past me, bumping into my shoulders. I feel their giggles in my empty stomach. My duffel bag falls with a thud. My classmates are leaner, longer, and more flexible with rod-straight backs like an exclamation mark. Me? I’m small and muscular like a question mark. Always unsure and on the verge of snapping. My face is not stoic and regal; it’s traitorous and unpredictable. Some wear their hearts on their sleeves—I wear mine on my mouth. I smile with my teeth when I’m happy, and when my mom looks at me, I’m always happy.

“You should really take gymnastics or cheer, Lovebug. It suits you so much better than ballet.”

But Mom sometimes says things that dig at my self-esteem. There’s a rounded dent on its surface now, the shape of her words, and that’s where I keep my anger.

Melody Green-Followhill is a former ballerina who broke her leg during her first week at Juilliard when she was eighteen. Ballet has been expected of me since the day I was born. And—just my luck—I happen to be exceptionally bad at it.

Enter Via Scully.

Also fourteen, Via is everything I strive to be. Taller, blonder, and skinnier. Worst of all, her natural talent makes my dancing look like an insult to leotards all over the world.

Three months ago, Via received a letter from the Royal Ballet Academy asking her to audition. Four weeks ago—she did. Her hotshot parents couldn’t get the time off work, so my mom jumped at the chance to fly her on a weeklong trip to London. Now the entire class is waiting to hear if Via is going to study at the Royal Ballet Academy. Word around the studio is she has it in the bag. Even the Ukrainian danseur Alexei Petrov—a sixteen-year-old prodigy who is like the Justin Bieber of ballet—posted an IG story with her after the audition.

Looking forward to creating magic together.

It wouldn’t surprise me to learn Via can do magic. She’s always been a witch.

“Lovebug, stop fretting by the door. You’re blocking everyone’s way,” my mother singsongs with her back to me. I can see her reflection through the floor-to-ceiling mirror. She’s frowning at the attendance sheet and glancing at the door, hoping to see Via.

Sorry, Mom. Just your spawn over here.

Via is always late, and my mother, who never tolerates tardiness, lets her get away with it.

I bend down to pick up my duffel bag and pad into the studio. A shiny barre frames the room, and a floor-to-ceiling window displays downtown Todos Santos in all its photogenic, upper-crust glory. Peach-colored benches grace tree-lined streets, and crystal blue towers sparkle like the thin line where the ocean kisses the sky.

I hear the door squeaking open and squeeze my eyes shut.

Please don’t be here.

“Via! We’ve been waiting for you,” Mom’s chirp is like a BB gun shooting me in the back, and I tumble over my own feet from the shockwave. Snorts explode all over the room. I manage to grip the barre, pulling myself up a second before my knees hit the floor. Flushed, I grasp it in one hand and slide into a sloppy plié.

“Lovebug, be a darling and make some room for Via,” Mom purrs.

Symbolically, Mother, I’d love for Via to make my ass some room, too.

Of course, her precious prodigy isn’t wearing her ballet gear today even though she owns Italian-imported leotards other girls can only dream of. Via clearly comes from money because even rich people don’t like shelling out two hundred bucks for a basic leotard. Other than Mom—who probably figures I’ll never be a true ballerina so the least she can do is dress me up like one.

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